Sunday, March 29, 2009
It's been a month since I've updated my blog.
& yes, there's SO much that has happened. From birthdays,to hangouts, events, issues and many more.
Life's been rather tight lately for me, tight on cash in fact. too much quality time spent, that requires most of the CASH INFLOW.
Life's been so fanciful, and all that about being 19 is somewhat happening for me right now. & I'm pretty happy about it.
However, lately, the life I see IN FRONT of me is rather hazy. I don't really know what I want. & being tight in cash, I'm trying to find a job that can give me experience that is new and is related to whatever I'm studying. But it just seemed so difficult to cope with all this at times.
Even relationship issue is kicking in. 19 years seemed impossible but I made it possible for myself. & these days,people do not understand why.
So they question about my individuality. & when I told them, they all say it's wrong. It is wrong, & I know it. But what my heart says, is it wrong too?
So life just revolves around education, family, friends, people, and the Earth. & I'm thinking hard, am I doing what I'm suppose to do? sometimes when you think whatever you're doing is right, other sees it as something wrong. & when you use your logic to talk it out, they rebute you with their logic. AND THE CYCLE GOES ON AND ON AND ON.
So when does it stop? I'm thinking so much lately. & I really want to make it right this time. To get on back to the path that is designated for me. To live life like the way I want it to be, and to know that I'll not have any regrets.
I believe many people do stop and ponder about such issue at times. & they go back to where they are from, and take a good look from a different angle, and THEN they realised that there are other alternatives.
So be it friends, family , people; I want to make it right everytime from now. It is not possible to be there everytime, but I want to try. & make it possible to be right for myself everytime too.
I'm not being emo here, but I'm trying to sort certain issues I've been thinking about lately.
& photobucket was taking WAY TOO LONG to allow me to upload pictures. So for now,this post will be picture-less. so sorry about that!Labels: Sometimes I don't quite get it.
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Sunday, March 01, 2009
Life's been good lately. Went to party, hang out with the love, & there's plenty of other stuff I wanna do.
I'm plucking my damn wisdom tooth on the 4th, which means at least a week MC. & SERIOUSLY, i'm so gonna miss out so much fun.
I wanna attend herstory party ! but it clashes with my work. But seriously, I don't mind going there n going work the next day. I shall consider again. But at least 75% of me wants to go, so chances are high!
I need to do so much for this holidays - praying hard my exams won't be screwed, find a new part time job, find more friends, explore more stuff, get prepared for my final lap in POLY which is semester 3.
So many people come n go in my life, n seriously, only the girls seem to leave an impression on me. Guys are just not so impactful, and I thank god for that because it seems like guys are seriously not gonna happen in my life. haha!
After so much, I think my theory's still correct. & I'm on to a new life soon.
I need new hair, new piercing, new clothes, new experience.
For now, I'll stick to my radio with the most upbeat music.
PICTURES!
There you have it, Royal Carribean Cruise Line. Isn't she gorgeous? ; )
Labels: bring in the new world., Fuck care guys
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