Monday, December 10, 2007
Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy
But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love~
I am so screwed with exams. the thoughts of rushing projects during the holidays. the thought of working while tackling all those stress. the emptiness i am feeling these days. the lack of love. love from my dad, love from my siblings. love from my friend.
life's seemed fragile these days, and the rain seemed to have gotten into me. don't know why, but i felt emptiness. so much so, sometimes i stopped to think why in the world i'm doing this?
Having to know that you've done wrong, but you don't know how to make it like before. I want things the way as it is before. Present is always fun, but the past seemed far yet so much more joy.
I don't know why i'm feeling this. perhaps it's the rain i guess. but wouldn't you feel like sometimes you're lacking that uff in your life? that extra beat in your heat that pushes you a little further . that little encouragement that will always keep me going. those long hours on the phone, gossips. so many things kept locked up in my memories. sometimes i feel like innocence is something which we must treasure.
that's when you make the most friends.
Sometimes i want you back so badly that i leave it as it is. you're so much happier this way.
till then
~jo
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