Monday, December 24, 2007
HEY HEY. omggg. christmas party at chew's place is a BLAST. I REPEAT, IT'S A BLASTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
ok, so the night before 23rd i went to catch movie with lovely and friends. and i reached her place after midnight. rather late. and so we slept, and i woke up at 10 plus. but fully awake at 11am. LOL. at that time,we are still present-less for the party. so we went down to vivo at 1215pm. and i managed to get my present in time. and went off at around 2 plus. reaching hougang at around 2 plus 3.
It was super fun doing all those retro shopping with lovely. and we 3 girls managed to buy a sparkling rose wine for the party. we must be 18 in order to do so. LOL! ;) managed to lie our way through by acting professional la.hahahaha.
so yeah, reached home around 3 plus. and prepared, suppose to meet lovely at 445. but basically by then,i'm still preparing. and then my unlucky day start.
i put all the presents into a paper bag,cos it seemed nice to be carrying one to a party cos it's spacious. then, it started raining cats and dogs. like it never rained for years. SO FREEKING HEAVY till when i took the bus,i'm drenched at the bag. and then when i reach lovely's house, the bus stop's flooded. the pathway between the steps and the bus stop, there's like super high level of rainwater gushing down it. such that there's this super funny incident.
this particular family; mother and 2 sons, trying to cross the super high level of rainwater gushing down the walkway. then his youngest son's slippers just SLIP away from his feet. not foot, but feet. and he tried to fish it as it rushes down the walkway.omg, me and lovely just kept laughing and laughing. i know, it's bad of us but seriously the scene's way too funny.
so yeah,after that, i've decided that i shall not wait any long for the water to subside, but to go over to her place and take a pit stop and then transfer my presents over to the a plastic bag. and we're off to chew's place.
so when we reached, not many turned up yet.we chilled, and went upstairs to see the rest of the girls. sherm n gang were changing into their RETRO clothes. and yeah, i must say sherm's super cute that night. she won herself the MISS RETRO of the night! =D
so basically,the entire night was about dance, games and food. AND MORE DANCE of course! ;)
the dance is really highlight of the night. me and zen just danced to "tarzan" LOL! my dance partner really knows how to dance. =D and then there's the dare from mai, to make the guys dance. of course, being 4E2s, the guys are sporty, AH BEN danced with me.HAHA! super cute man! and then the entire group comes together after much persuasion to dance together. however, the part where i was surrounded by the guys while dancing just freeks me out. LOL! i wonder why?
caught up with lots of old friends. even jingjing turned up! real happy to see familiar faces. i hope this becomes a tradition. HAHA! evey 23rd of december, a super fun miracle happens on this very earth. WOW right? =)
after all that commotion, we had our gift exchange. and i've gotten weisheng's super cute musical box gift. it's music by beethoven. LOL! and cheryl oh gotten mine. mine's a small snow globe and a USB fragrance thing.HHAHA! how cute huh.
so we chilled a while longer upstairs, playing games and chatted. and then it's goodbye. a heartwarming goodbye of course. as we all wish each other a merry christmas! and i went home with mingxian and lovely.
24th, i worked in the afternoon and then rushed down to town to countdown for A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS! met up with jingfu,jeff,irfan,seanyong,juian,ben,JK,ridz,weisheng,and juian's cousin.
this is my first, coming down to orchard and enjoy the atmosphere. well, not really enjoy! LOL. there's some incidents as well. people getting pushed and fell, scoldings and swearings at people who are pushing/no pushing. LOL! but overall, it was fun! the spraying of foam is really an eyeopener. heard from jeff about this incident happened to him last year's christmas eve. LOL! it was super funny.
and then the night ended with a small feast thing with juian's family. and i had sugarcane,carrot cake and fried hokkien mee? LOL! what a supper. thanks juian,once again. for all the lovely memories. and thanks for those who gave me gifts; sean, lovely, gret, juian, weisheng. and those who sent me the lovely christmas cards and wishes! real happy to know that people share the love in this world! =)
and then on the 25th, i attended city harvest's drama event. and it's super nice. having such an event by sharing the meaning of christmas with loved ones is just so heartwarming. and the drama i must say it's their own production, it seemed all so like a musical which can be made into a movie! seriously. and i met up with lovely's classmate, colby and met up with KC. haha!
during the event, when the close the ceremony with a calling thing, the pastor on stage asked those who wish to come back to God or those who had fallen away, i just somehow had tears in my eyes. I know i've not been there with the heavenly father. but i know i'm not ready. i will in years to come, i hope so.
and then after the event, we went to hunt for costumes at bugis. and found a shop at bali lane. gonna get our staff party costume from there! haha.
and so we had KFC buddy meal for dinner. it's so nice yet so freeking filling. LOL!
and on the 26th after work, escape gang and me went to play ETP! LOL. fun ,and i must say nadiah drives REAL WELL! LOL. seriously, i wanna enrol for my driving license in 3 weeks time ;) i'm finally turning 18! HAHAHA.
so yeah, gonna think of how i'm gonna spend my special day with my friends. haven't really thought of how i'm gonna make it special. HAHA! shall work on it ;)
and yeah, here i am today. gonna go down to bugis soon to rent the costume and head down to WWW for staff party. looking forward to see how the escape girls dance their thing!yeahhhh.haha!
Retro XMAS night 2007
Countdown at Orchard on 24th
Emo gang for the night on xmas eve. WOW huh.
The long lost mates.
till then,
~jo
PS: juian, thanks so much. and lovely, you're just so lovely la! thanks for the sweet bottle . =D
Labels: i'm so thankful for my life.
1:44 AM
Thursday, December 20, 2007
oh gosh. so many things!
- projects undone
- christmas shopping undone
- hair dye and highlights undone
- retro clothes shopping undone
- working undone
- "meeting up with friends" undone
- studies revision undone
AHHHHHHHHHHh. i seriously need a break. what highlights goes with brown hair? ash blonde or red or purple? GIVE ME ADVICE please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and any recommendations which salon is good? i need good hair ;)
till then,
~jo
Labels: help me
11:56 AM
Sunday, December 16, 2007
today has been a nice cool day.
nothing much really. it felt like i'm suppose to do something nice today. and i did ;)
so yeah, suppose to meet lovely after work at 330pm. and i promised her that i'll make her a picnic. well, it wasn't very much a nice one. just having fruits and bread. LOL. perhaps next time on her birthday i'll make one. and show off my skills HAHA!
so yeah, woke up late. and had breakfast. prepare myself ,and went downstairs to get the fruits and got her the usual bread she always have. so put them all into boxes. and packed and went off to Pasir Ris.
so yeah, i reached rather early. at around 330 plus i'm already at downtown east. so decided to go the the loo. and how nice, i saw lovely when i'm done after i came out.HAHA! she was shocked to see me of course.
so yeah, saw kok wee working for the NEBO sales promoter. ;)keep up the good job brother!hahaha. it's nice to see familiar faces here at downtown. never been happier.
so yeah, met up with lovely after she's done. and we went off to borrow bikes for cycling! hahaha. and it seriously felt great. it's been years since i've cycled. the last time i believe it's when i'm sec 3? lol! i don't know when was it.
so after cycling through the park, we rested after 30minutes of cycle. and i seemed to be filled with emotions. share things with lovely regarding my family. mum's currently unable to get a stable job, and in 3 years time i am moving house again. this time round even further than what i expect. toa payoh. and i tried to talk something out of her, and seriously, she forbids me to stay alone. that's a no-no.
but i'll have my own room if i were to move in with them. together with my brother, but i believe i'll be alone in my room most of the time. lol. cos my brother won't be home most of the time as he'll only be living in a super small utilities room within the 3 room flat.
and if i were him, i'll be so happy to get my own flat with my boyfriend. but perhaps later in my life, not so soon.
and then we ate the fruits, and seriously, it's super filling. =D
so yeah, we continued our journey back to the rental shop. and it was a super cool ride out with lovely! it felt great to breathe in the seawater breeze. endearing nature makes my day you know? lol.
and of course, we walked to the interchange and took the bus home. bus rides will never be fun without lovely. she seemed so funny and she amuses me la. seriously , you're a joker with your b**ping. LOL!
and sometimes i seemed to miss you. like out of the blue. you will come pop out in my head. and i'll go "here i go again". yeah, being emo isn't very fun. i agree. LOL!
so yeah, a lovely day spent with lovely. super nice and smooth cycle hangout. like it that way ;)
What a lovely ride.
With scenes of familiarity.
till then,
~joLabels: cycling hangout
10:22 PM
Thursday, December 13, 2007
ohh yeah. after OB on tuesday, i felt like i'm floating.. but then, the sense of happiness is there. perhaps it's because we're to take only 2 subjects for mid semester. like what lovely said, "guess we'll die badly when school reopens and when we're to take our final sem."
yeah, i totally agree. =)
christmas is around the corner. and i just missed my buddies's birthday. i wanna sincerely say sorry that i forgot. and i really really really hope to see you soon. sorry for not turning up for your dinner when you asked if i wanna have one with you. i feel bad, but really that day, i had such a hectic day. didn't have a wink thanks to the bloody f**king virus that my thumbdrive caught at the sch's print shop.
i wanna make it up to you, so hopefully to see you on 23rd, and we catch up? =)
it's suppose to be a class outing lunch thing, but it seemed like our class is forever splitted up into 3 batches. don't know why.
and so me,WR,roo,mx,jess,jiayi,brenda,kok,aaron went out together instead. went to town.. and how nice, went to cine to catch TATTOOIST. like WTH?!?!?!
i solemnly swear i will never catch it, and there i was, paying the 6.30 to my fello classmates. not suppose to catch it man,i'm like so freeked out.
and mind you, it's NC 16. i hardly catch NC16 shows can.
i wanted to catch golden campus or fred claus. but then they chose to watch tattooist instead. haiz, WHAT TO DO!?!?
so i sat beside roo n weirong, feeling all so scared and everything. curling up in my seats, covering my eyes and ears for not looking into the screen. and with this weird smell lingering our seats, which smelt like foul water smell. lol. and i kept telling pang i wanna PEEEE cos it's damn cold and i am afraid i might pee in my pants. like wth. and then jess n jiayi kept screaming at the back of ours seats. AHHHHHHH.
so much commotions. and when i come out, i get headaches. wowwww. so much thanks ah. lol!
but still, it's fun. the gang is super hilarious. took pictures, and i was running late. so late cos my movie ended at 640 when i'm suppose to meet at 645 at city hall mrt. LOL! and lovely is already waiting at marina at 640. i'm like 0_0 LOL!
so yeah, rushed down. and realised that i'm lost in orchard?!?!?! couldnt find somerset mrt. think i'm suppose to like walk up and not down or across. LOL!
but still, i walked allllllllllllllllll the way to wisma. WOW huh.
i seriously need to be familiarize myself with orchard. it's like TOWN. lol!
and so, after rushing to city hall, i met up with eme. and we just SPEED WALK to marina. trying so hard to find pasta de waraku. LOL! and then when we reach, luckily it's not our turn for our meal yet.
so it's like PHEW~
so when we enter, we got seats near the kitchen. lol! it felt like i'm at home.
of course, it's the first time for the 3 ladies. whereas lovely n me ,we're there to try out new stuff. well, ok, not so much NEW stuff. we still ate pasta.HAHA!but this time round,we tried their pizza. and it tasted superb. but not so satisfying. lol, just like what lovely said.
so after that, we went over to esplanade roof terrace. and it's sooo quiet. and the club below, DXO, was having a gig. and they just played all the nice songs. APOLOGIZE was played. and i felt so at peace. but not for long, we went down to the riverside to chill. sat down and chit chatted. reminiscing those times when we had few months back. and how those funny moments happened during our HS times.
unhappiness voiced out,opinions shared. well, normally that's what you get when you're in a girl's talk. we tend to be more emotional. *winks*
so yeahh, after which ,we walked slowly back to city hall mrt. and took train down to yio chu kang for 72. and then there's this hilarious thing happening.
this UNCLE, just kept turning his head to our directions when me,huili,sherm,eme were talking. i somehow noticed it,then i looked over to lovely, she was like (0_0) LOL
yeah, he just kept turning. and of course, me, being so protective of my friends, pointed the middle finger at him. lol!
but of course, he didn't see it.. then i changed seats, and sat BEHIND HIM. he just seemed so embarrassed when he turned around n saw me. that look, so innocent yet so CUNNING. bloody hell man, who do you think you are? keep those BALLS to yourself and watch yourself sick man.
you're one lucky guy i didn't spit or scold you to F**k off all right? just don't stare cos you'll only get yourself into trouble man.
i don't blame him, but then, seriously, once or twice is enough. stop turning back and forth when we're talking or something, it's F**KING rude of you as a passer-by.
lovely almost chased down the bus to point him the middle finger man. LOL!
but what can i say, my friends are all so pretty. is it?!?! LOL!
yeahh. and xmas is around the corner. =)
and HEROES season 1 amuses me. it's just so gory and funny and nice at the same time. =D
It's over. ;)
After the TATTOOIST. =X
xmas lightings.
so glittery and nice.
a season to be jolly.
to share the love with friends and families.
lovey doveys in the air.
and if only i have courage.
all i want for christmas is you. =)
PS: i hope to see you soon. i miss you.
till then,
~joLabels: oh i miss you so
10:11 AM
Monday, December 10, 2007
Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy
But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling
But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open
And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see
I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love~
I am so screwed with exams. the thoughts of rushing projects during the holidays. the thought of working while tackling all those stress. the emptiness i am feeling these days. the lack of love. love from my dad, love from my siblings. love from my friend.
life's seemed fragile these days, and the rain seemed to have gotten into me. don't know why, but i felt emptiness. so much so, sometimes i stopped to think why in the world i'm doing this?
Having to know that you've done wrong, but you don't know how to make it like before. I want things the way as it is before. Present is always fun, but the past seemed far yet so much more joy.
I don't know why i'm feeling this. perhaps it's the rain i guess. but wouldn't you feel like sometimes you're lacking that uff in your life? that extra beat in your heat that pushes you a little further . that little encouragement that will always keep me going. those long hours on the phone, gossips. so many things kept locked up in my memories. sometimes i feel like innocence is something which we must treasure.
that's when you make the most friends.
Sometimes i want you back so badly that i leave it as it is. you're so much happier this way.
till then
~jo
Labels: You cut me open and I kept bleeding
11:42 PM
Sunday, December 09, 2007
thanks zat, for the lovely comment.
poor MX. =)
papaya's language. ;)
and please, i'm not a malay. HEH.
similar toy figurines. LOL!
my BF =D
well, thanks to the FU**ing virus i had on the 7th. but still, i've survived the ORDEAL. no more jap presentation, commskills interview, socio test,OB quiz, BCS project, marketing project.
ALL DONE N OVER WITH. phew~
well, but the journey ahead is still long. and i'm glad to have my classmates with my in this journey. and not forgetting the special good buddies of mine who has been with me when i'm down. a big thank you to all. =)
i'm off to study for MST! OB n ECONS. let's DO IT PEOPLE. HAHAHA!
PS: I was almost killed last night due to the burning pan which is on for 2 hell hours, and my mum didn't turn the gas off. thank GOD! LOL.
till then,
~joLabels: STUPID VIRUS.
4:38 PM
Saturday, December 01, 2007
OH my oh my.
been decades since i've updated huhh. YEAH, i find blogging needs commitment.
BUT, today can be an exception. however, it's gonna be just a brief idea. ;)
so things which i AM suppose to complete by next week:
Socio test
BCS project
Marketing project
Econs project
Commskills interview
Jap presentation
BCS Test
K , for all that , i have to say what the F**K. yeah, that's right, read between the lines assignments!
LOL.
i don't know, but this semester seemed to be moving WAY faster than i thought. however, recently i've been going out. and it's rather often. and i don't quite like it. LOL!
so yeah, last friday, on the 29th dec, went out with my collegues and LOVELY.
he drove us to town to celebrate lovely's belated birthday. haha! we ate at orchard's swensen. and it's pretty cool. there's also people celebrating their friends' birthdays. pretty much a lovely night to chill. and of course, to look back, the very last time i came to that place was decades ago. with juian and gang. i remembered.
and the 3 companions for the night is just SO AMUSING. i don't know why, but LOVELY just kept laughing at SOMEONE. *winks*
HAHA! tsk tsk, bad right? LOL. but nobody can help it, cos i also find him superly funny.hahaha!
well yeah,so we somehow made friends with the waiter? LOL! and lovely managed to ask for his name, in the name of MY DARE. HAHAHAHA! =D
however, the seducing part didn't work. cos she didn't try asking if he's single. AWWWW X)
and lovely had fish&chips, so did 2 of the rest, and the FUNNY guy had burger meal. i had spaghetti of course, pasta is LIFE REMEMBER? *winks*
after which we chilled, and had desserts. HAHA! we had TOPLESS5. butterscotch,chocolate,bananas split,strawberry & cookies&cream. YUMMMMYYY
and the 3 guys had other stuff. and of course, we all shared. cos it's so niceeee. =)
and then they dared US. share a cherry with lovely. how nice huh, my first kiss was almost taken!!!!! LOL!
then i dared them, to pass the choc ball from 1 person to another.HAHAHA! and that RAKESH just kept day dreaming. looking at girls ....what else? LOL!
and RUM just kept going off key, making lovely to LAUGH SOOOOOOOO giggly n stuff. after which,when we're done, VISHAL drove us to the lovely kallang hangout for couples. omgggggg, it's just soooooooooooooo peaceful and quiet.
i just lovee it. it's so serene and cooling at night. and seriously, if i have to stay there the entire night i'm willing.
and it'll be a bonus if my BF can accompany me.hAHA! =D
so then, he drove us home. and slacking behind his sister's van is JUSTTTT so awesome. i wanna get something like tat, something which is personal and i can relate to when i'm on the road. something which makes me feel like i have my own space. a vehicle which i can share with my friends, and they'll feel the same way as i do. how niceeeeeeeee! i can see my future in that. hAHA!
of course, having to reach at 12, makes my mum's blood boil. however, she's sleeping. so i didn't had a very bad quarrel with her. she just kept quiet in her slumber. so i didn't interrupt either.
and then today,1st december, lovely came over for lunch at my place. and i fell asleep while reading marketing?!?!?! like wthhhhhhh. gosh, and lovely fell asleep for half an hour.
and we somehow chilled, no work done AGAIN. LOL!
and i shall stop blogging till here. HEH.
I think you should think about this friendship. it's never like before. I'm quite sad to see that.
PS: Sometimes things are meant to be gone. Like seriously gone forever.
Those were the days. Lunch hangouts.
And now you've asked me to move on. i'm so much happier.
But still, you left this friendship hanging. IT's too late to apologize.
till then,
~joLabels: It's not fun at all.
9:48 PM
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