Thursday, October 04, 2007
you don't know how i feel at all.
perhaps your life is seriously so packed with so much responsibilities.
i give up. too much hurt. and i think the wait is gonna be long.
i think about you all night, all the time. trying ways to find time for all of us. this time it has gone way over.
have more faith? teach me how to. teach me all the ways i can have so to not think that our friendship is going down the slope.
if i can do something to make me forget about trying to have time and have more faith, i will do it.
but it seemed like there isn't anything to help me so. because i think about it ALL the time. and you tell me to move on? 4 years of friendship. and you want me to move on. how cool is that?
you think it's that easy? i know i'm emotional and sometimes i think too DEEP into the issue. but why would i want to? because i CARE for it.
i care because i know that this is important. this is something i want to have till i stepped both feet into my coffin. friendship. IT'S THAT IMPORTANT TO ME. especially this one .
i just hope that you will know how i feel for you. because it's not as simple as you think it is. there's so much more to it. not just a friendship.
well, i have my say. just so you know.
till then,
~joLabels: it's too late
4:41 PM
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