Thursday, October 25, 2007
Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of meeee
(Chorus)
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!
(End Chorus)
Over You Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com
You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say,
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for meee
(Chorus)
Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, time agooo!
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally getting’ better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you!!!
(End Chorus)
I never saw it coming
I should have started running
A long, long time agooo
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you
And I never saw it coming
I should have started running
I’m finally getting better
Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
And I got over you!!!
The day I thought I’d never get through
I got over you…
ps: i've finally getting better. =D
well well, school for the first week was a bore. but still,having friends' company were great. and having to eat those junk food with friends are just so amusing.haha!
attending many many lectures, having not to have tutorials for this week zero, it just brought those memories back. first week back in school was rather a weird feeling. having to see people changing, but my class never to fail to amuse me in those many many lectures n hangouts we've made during breaks.
new friends made in CDS tutorials, that's a new issue. having to attend 2 subjects with not my classmates is really a new experience. it's a rather interesting term you see!
but i'm thankful, at least i've at least 1 or 2 friends in the same class. having to make new friends ain't that bad i believe. soon, the class will be one.
tomorrow i'm meeting my lovelies. 3 of them. hopefully it's gonna be a fun time.
and meeting up with my cousin to go ETP, since nobody is really interested. i shall go there myself to enjoy =D
plan for next week:
to tan on tuesday!hahaha.
to get all tutorials done.
to get all homework done.
to read up on all lectures.
to exercise on every tuesday!
well, that's something to really look into =)
till then,
~jo
Labels: i've got over you
8:45 PM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
ho ho. school ended at 11am today, i felt so afloat. i don't know why?
perhaps it's because it's 2nd day of school. and i woke up late. at 730am,with HL calling me to tell me that she's at the bus stop already. HAHA! =p
but i still managed to go school with her,to attend OB's lecture. it's so POM. guess it's gonna be the 2nd sub for POM.
hopefully it's all right.
well well,the sky's FILLED WITH clouds. no sun, just strong wind with the clouds moving. SO, me and HL have decided not to go tanning. but SHOPPING. X)
went vivo,walked around... all that we bough was a SLICE OF PAPAYA. that pathetic LOL!
but it was just the start of the journey today.
after that we went bugis, walked around. looked at items. had ajisen ramen for lunch.
and it was superb. the chicken slice ramen. WOW! =)
and omg, the fried tofu side dish is just WOW WOW!
and so we both felt super FAT, then we've decided to go to the SAUNA(that's what sherm called it! LOL)
SAUNA was not really filled with people ,reached there about 2. but luckily it's a tuesday,not a weekend. managed to really go in and shop slowly. but the walking and getting lost and withdrawing money again n again makes me mad. LOL!
so tired,but with HL as a company was superly fun. haha! so what i've bought? i've just fulfilled my wish list! take a look!
bought:
4 tops, 1 jeans,1 bag.
well well, finally i've gotten 3 t shirts. and cute ones =)
it was a great shopping spree,but i've gotten weird sales people.
there's this shop,where i've seen the bag i thought it was quite cool. but when i told the lady in charge,i was just looking around, i won't be buying. she just kept asking,
her: it's very cheap already you know?
me: oh, nvm then, i shall look around.
her: oh no, too expensive for you is it? i can lower the price down.
me: oh no! don't need, i just wanna look around.
her: tell me what's ur budget?
me: oh no,i really just want to look around. no intention of buying
her: i know,just tell me how much is ur budget.
me: eh, 20 plus dollars?
her: ok la, charge you at 23?
me: oh no dont need! i wanna look around!
her: oh, 22? lowest already.
me: I DONT WANT TO BUY. JUST WANNA SEE SEE LA.
like FU**! lol. i wanna see,not buy you woman! i got so freeked out, i kept avoiding the shop. HAHA!
then looked around for another bag,saw this bag. then this auntie said she'll reserve for me,she'll wait for me to come back to get the bag.
like i'm going to LOL. i've gotten a bag,that's so cute n small. =D satisfied!
the shop's opened by a SP student. that's what HL told me .haha! so it's reliable =)she gave us discount though,so it's pleasant.
well, then HL said syuk's at bugis too.met up with him and then we left for home.
it was a great and plentiful shopping day today with my lovely HL =)
she's a great company. and a super funny friend to hang out with. i just love to laugh with her.HAHAHAHA!
she even went out of tune while talking today, 3 times! i've recorded it down k! LOL. =p
i miss my buddy A LOT.wanted to buy her something while shopping with her, but then i realised i'm not even sure if i'm really gonna meet her this month or even later. oh well!
i miss my friends of 4E2s n 1H06s. so much to catch up on.
and i miss my ARENA friends. lol! my collegues,treated me super good.
holidays just ended in a flash. school has already started. how niceeeee.
takecare peeps, see y'all soon! PEACE~ _\/_
Work in progress =)
till then,
~joLabels: shopping is a cure for depression
10:12 PM
Friday, October 19, 2007
Well well.
my timetable sucks. i've gotten JAP & SOCIO as my CDS. =( and basically everyday i'm going to end school at 5.. but i'm gonna pon JAP lec on tues, and go for another class's one. so that tuesday i can leave EARLY =D
well, job at escape lately has been super fun. gotten to know the peeps there better lately. so it's not so foreign. but still , it's as if i've just stepped into the place. and in a blink of an eye, mashoor is leaving the park.
today is going to be his last day, but i couldnt work morn shift. sad case. but i wish him all the best! as he is a great supervisor. and a super hilarious,caring one. though i don't really know him as a person. but by the looks of the way he does his work, he DO care about the crew and the park. he's gonna do fine!! =)
and school's starting in like,2 days time?!?! what a holiday i had.
2 jobs, 2 chalets. many many outings. it's been a fruitful one. if you ask me what i've left out? well, there is one thing that is not done. and i think i'll just let it go.
you should know what i'm talking about, because i've been down lately coz' of that issue.
well, let's move on! school's coming, new friends for CDS to meet up.
I wanna get more tan, tan tan tan! and a new bag. some new tops,perhaps a new pair of shoe?
BUT i'm all so broke. though i've worked,still ,i REALLY AM BROKE LA. trust me. =(
i miss my buddy.
till then,
~joLabels: oh whatever.
9:24 AM
Saturday, October 13, 2007
all righty, chalet on 10th oct was superb. =D
even though there are certain peeps who didnt turn up,it's been a fun chalet. it wasn't really a 4E2 chalet. but yet i think i had a blast even though some left quite early. =D
and here are the happenings!
oh, i saw myself!
then there was SOK n SAM. babes!
well, then there's JEFF n AH FU.
even JINXIONG turned up with WEISHENG =)
there's JOEL! he shocked us with his officewear when he arrived from work ;)
mr WEIQIANG.
lovely SAM & HUILI.
girls at WORK! (camwhorring)
guys at work!(busy playing cards)
& busy barbecue-ing food for US! X)
JOEL & JUNHAO in ACTION!
the food :D
and the red couple( SAM&KEITH ) cute. heh!
we have chef JOEL,WEIQIANG & JIESHENG aboard!
the table of lovelies.
AH hah mr WANG, caught UNGLAM X)
thankieyankie for mr EDWARD to turn up! (ignore the red girl =p)
JINGFU: what you staring at?
EME: eh, is that TOPMAN? =)
the best bacon with red wine by the guys!
ah hah,finally the 2 bucks is being returned! LOL! HUILI&JIAMIN.
omg, candid of RIDZWAN. hehehe!
SELF SHOT YOU KNOW! :)
the effects of our WIND.
HENGSHENG,MINGXIAN & HEQIN.
there you have SHIFU,ALIFF,EDWARD.
HEQIN: *poses jiamin best pose*
JIAMIN: gosh....
ME&EME in the funny shot.
now that's what i call a JUMP SHOT ;)
HUILI & ME. =D
TEE n WANG!
US!
TEE: what?!?!?!?!
EME being funny.
us at LJS after our 3D2N chalet. *fake smiles*
so little time, so much to do. hanging out with long lost friends due to time limits is such a wonderful thing to do. to those who didnt turn up, i believe we'll still meet up soon no matter what. it's such a memorable time.
seeing familiar faces again, but this time us being on different tracks of life. it's just unbelievable how time flies so fast. and sometimes, if we just miss it, we might never have the chance to embrace that moment we wanna have with our friends.
so being initiative adds so much more to a particular friendship. =) i love friends who takes initiative. cos that shows they care. those who doesn't, i'm not angry with them or anything. but try harder next time cos to me, you've proven that you're no longer interested. so back off.
well, and i'm not being emo. but i miss 4E2. after tat barbecue night,i just keep thinking of the many many conversations i had with each of them. the little things they did to make me laugh like crazy. and the crazy camwhorring session.
hugs, pats on the back. encouragements. wishes, handshakes. all so cute.
that's what's so special about secondary school friends. they know you better than anyone. cos it's the ups and downs you've been through with all of them.
things i wanna get done n over with:
get new clothes
new bag, pants
new watch
new hair again? LOL.
and i wanna get a new CCA, learn dance.
pick up guitar again =)
till then,
~jo
Labels: 10/10/2007 =)
8:54 PM
SPAStic partners for life.
Once a guitarist, always a guitarist.
Those times.
It was memorable.
I missed you guys so much.
So much so i could hardly breathe without u guys beside me.
If only time could stop.
And that moment will never move on.
I just love it when it's this way.
So hilarious.
And all so fun.
Somethings are really for free in this world, and that's friendship. i could never thank God for anything more but thanks for my friends. those who've entered my life and will always be walking with me through it. People whom i've once spent my precious time with, but somehow time has brought us apart. i'll always remember you guys.
Chalet was superb. but i shall blog more about it when i get the pictures. haha, we're all so exhausted.but it was all worth the energy and fun. because friends are just so my pillars of life now. it's THAT important.
nothing beats more than a heart to heart conversation. how i wished that that very day will come fast. really fast.
=)
till then,
~jo
PS: i miss you. and i want it to come fast.Labels: somethings are for free
12:02 AM
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
WELL WELL.
work's been tiring! today was the last day at TAKA. and i'm loving it! it's been a fun time working at taka. at work today,it's the first time i felt so pissed LOL.
why? cos at a particular time there was this particular lady who asked to change size for the swimwear she bought yesterday. then lots of people came when i checked for the stocks. all started asking if there's sizes for this model,that model,and that one and THAT one. on and on and on! till i just kept saying "miss,i'm left with sizes 30 and 32 for ALL models."
LOL! but i wasn't that bad. for certain customer i feel like they're friendly, i still went ahead to check for them the stocks.
=) i'm the promoter, so what? LOL. it's my last day, but still i try to make it equal for all. to make sure they're satisfied with their visit to the talking hall.haha!
so slacked and fooled around with hui li.hhaha! it's so fun working with her. and basically,this time of ups and downs, i realised we've got quite a lot of things in common. and that's what friends are for, to share all stuff! regardless of the issue.
*woman,thanks for the donut with the SMILEY FACE LEI but it's SWEET. like YOU LEI! HAHA*
that's what friends are really for. to be there for the person when she's feeling down, and trying to make sure that he/she is able to help any time. and recently i've realised there's so many friends i've made. escape-ians, taka talking hall-ians, sun paradise-ians.. so many!haha. and it's really a joy knowing new friends so to make myself occupied as sometimes i tend to think of things which are useless and pointless to hang on to.
i'm glad, that i've managed to work 2 jobs. i really hope to change my life very soon, a whole new me. and a whole new perspective, because hanging in there isn't gonna do much. i shall do what i like, and be who i really am. life will be so much better off that way, and i mean it!
felt so happy now. cos i've finally decided not to blog about stupid stuff. things which will make me sad, so let's see!
things coming up:
a chalet, getting pay, buying new waredrobe, choosing a new CCA, making more new friends!
SO much. and i believe i'll be contented =)
all righty,shall turn in soon, chalet will be till friday! so shan't blogged within this few days.
till then,
~jo
PS: i feel that moving on is really a better choice? i shall do that,goodbye my friend.Labels: newlifehereicome
1:04 AM
Sunday, October 07, 2007
well. sometimes things just don't go our way. and what min said "sometimes we must give and take".
i realised something from our friendship, and that is i have to give it one more shot. a shot of faith and trust. if it doesn't work out as plan, which i hope it will work out, i'll just keep the memories in my head.
really have been thinking about quite a lot of things lately. and i've gotten many many comments and advice. many thanks mates!
perhaps we should really move on huh? but somewhere in my mind just screams for her. trying to sort things out, hoping that the solution will come very soon. and maybe to think that things are like before, so peaceful and fun.
moving on isn't a easy thing though, but i will try. and for the sake of her and our friendship, i'll do so. even if it's a 1000 times more difficult, i will do it. because perhaps that's the only solution now. at this very moment. i've been hurt, that may be the only cure.
i'll look on the bright side, like what you've told me to. i'll give it all to maintain this. because you really mean a lot to me. i can share the WHOLE WORLD and everything under the sun with you. you're the only person whom i trust so much, hardly have i had such a one good friend. people just pass by my life every second. but you're the only one whom has made such a huge impact in my life, that i need you.
k all this sounds corny, but it's true. i just hope that like what you said "i'll make time for you" to come true. n time will reveal everything. it seemed easy but who knows what might happened the next moment right?
just hope that everything will go smoothly, and i'll really try to move on my friend. for this friendship, i'll give it all.
till then,
~joLabels: that's the way
2:55 AM
Thursday, October 04, 2007
you don't know how i feel at all.
perhaps your life is seriously so packed with so much responsibilities.
i give up. too much hurt. and i think the wait is gonna be long.
i think about you all night, all the time. trying ways to find time for all of us. this time it has gone way over.
have more faith? teach me how to. teach me all the ways i can have so to not think that our friendship is going down the slope.
if i can do something to make me forget about trying to have time and have more faith, i will do it.
but it seemed like there isn't anything to help me so. because i think about it ALL the time. and you tell me to move on? 4 years of friendship. and you want me to move on. how cool is that?
you think it's that easy? i know i'm emotional and sometimes i think too DEEP into the issue. but why would i want to? because i CARE for it.
i care because i know that this is important. this is something i want to have till i stepped both feet into my coffin. friendship. IT'S THAT IMPORTANT TO ME. especially this one .
i just hope that you will know how i feel for you. because it's not as simple as you think it is. there's so much more to it. not just a friendship.
well, i have my say. just so you know.
till then,
~joLabels: it's too late
4:41 PM
What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I don't know why i post this. but it seemed all so wrong. i just feel weird and lost, confused. so far from reach, and i don't know if you know how i felt about you for these years.
I just feel lost, wandering this world by myself. when will the truth reveal itself? i really don't know.
but i hope you know it before it is shown and done.
PS: i miss you.
Labels: confused and lost
12:57 AM
Monday, October 01, 2007
okay, 3 straight days me huili n cheryl worked at escape. TIRING but fun man! really enjoyable. and i love the crew, they ROCK LAAAAAA =)
they're a bunch of hyper and fun people, really feel like family when we're all together. haha! hopefully i can work longer there, because it's just so fun and cool to work. serving people, knowing lots of people and get experience. i just love it!
and so saturday i had to work.. and we 3 met up again. doing afternoon shift.... and then sunday, i had headache in the morning.. didn't wanted to go work,called in to say i'm not working. but have to produce MC. and my mum says it's not worth it,so i popped in 2 panadol pills. and slept for a while.. felt a little giddy after that though. but still , i went to work =D
and then today, gotta work full shift. and i tell you,it's damn tiring. i now understand how aishah feel when she worked full for consecutive days. it's so draining till you feel like you've done so much. but the sense of satisfaction always stays there with you.
lots of things to see, people from all walks of live just turns up in Escape Theme Park. how wonderful and awesome is that? LOL. i really tell you,all walks of live. some even wear semi formal to escape to play rides. how cool!
and as i hear those songs playing in Escape, it does remind me of 4E2s at times. and that sense of nostalgia just comes back in. how we used to hang out in class mug, how we do all things together. how we move from one place to another together. how we change our PE shirts together LOL. k, different toilets LA!
how we used to occupy the canteen together.haha!
those times, dedications to teachers, friends on friendship day. tonnes of love spread around the class and in school. how we become the one and only class to do CIP by performing to old folks at the hospice and how we managed to bring out the smile and laughter of them. those preparation for the event, the late nights we spent to make sure we're on schedule. dance moves, cups, decorations, banners, practices.
the many many little issues we've been through and lighten us from our stress to work hard for the O's.
but like what i say again, action speaks louder than words. =)
i don't care anymore. because i think i've given my best to maintain this thing.
so life's too short, live it well. and i'm loving ETP =D
till then
~joLabels: what a day
11:17 PM
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