Tuesday, September 18, 2007
fun fun fun!
started work on the 17th. but it's quite boring... and seriously, when you have nothing to do while working,time just seemed to pass SO freeking slow. and it's seriously boring when there is no customers. i just don't really like to just waste my time doing nothing efficient but get paid. it's just seemed so useless. kills my brain cells LOL!
and i've somehow decided not to tell my mum anything about my secrets. it just seemed so STUPID to tell her. ok, maybe it's not a secret but my dream. i told her, i dont wish to marry a chinese guy as my husband or have a chinese guy as my boyfriend. i want a malay or indian or any other race guy. i feel that chinese boy is somehow not my taste.haha!
i'm not being racist, but they just ain't my type.
so i talked about it, and she asked if is it because of my job at escape that made me had that thinking. and she wants me to stop working after this holiday. WHICH I'M NOT GONNA DO. i'm gonna continue my job. but secretly.
i will study hard,i promise. but she just doesn't trust me. working only on weekends it's ok what. anyway i've got nothing to do. i'll study during weekdays. and when exams are nearing, i believe i can don't work. so why she get so worked up??????
isn't it what my brother is doing as well?work while studying? why can i try? and my job is so much FLEXIBLE THAN HIS!
so what if i want a malay guy or indian guy, it's my future! you have no rights to interfere. and if i date, i will keep it secret till we're stable enough to announce we're together. currently, i'm SINGLE AND NOT ATTACHED. FOR YOUR INFORMATION. don't get the wrong idea. it's just my opinion for my future spouse.
I seriously think my mum's thinking is just so traditional and she just joins ALL INFORMATION together into one BIG FREEKING IDEA. i just dont understand why!
even my brother said so. he agrees with me la. i seriously feel it's stupid of her to think that way. i'm just voicing out my thinking with her,and she just rebut my thinking and even prevents me from working in ETP when school starts. it's just TOO MUCH K.
i'm 17, in USA it's so much different la. the culture, the freedom the parents give their children. it's so much better there. how i wished man. i'm so gonna create a big career for myself in the Tourism & service line and fly around the world. serving is my passion for now. it's just so fun. really fun. and by then, i'll leave Singapore if possible, to be on my own. to make it big myself with nobody pulling me down to what i'm suppose to do. i dont wish to be tied down my the tradition here in Singapore. especially in the working society. it's just too competitive n boring.
I seriously feel this time round, it's no longer me and my family but only ME. i feel she has crossed the line. seriously..
oh well,just had dinner with my lovelies 4e2s. a simple meal with laughters. it's wonderful. hui li and jiamin came my place.haha. it's a great bonding time this time. since TP's hols ends at 21 Oct.
so i believe more happy times will come !
~ i feel that this time round things are going to change
Till then,
~joLabels: To hell with you.
10:32 PM
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