Tuesday, September 25, 2007
Pink - Who Knew
You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
cause you said forever
and ever
who knew
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything
When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew
Who knew
Well, who knew? i really don't know why. I really miss her a lot. i hope she understands how i feel because i really cherish this a lot. I just want her to know that i'm not jealous or anything, nor am i petty or childish. I just want our friendship to be even better than before. it's difficult to make it happen,yes definitely. why? because we each have our own responsibilties.
but deep down inside of me yearn for my buddy as she's the bossom friend of mine whom i confide in everytime. and she never fail to tell me the solutions. but lately, you have drifted SO far and you hardly realise that my heart for our friendship is hurt. because i'm trying so hard, telling myself "hey, juian's seriously busy and why the heck are you still disturbing her?".
But the small part of me tells me the real reason why. and it's because i miss you. that's all.
how i wished i was in sec 1, so pure and innocent. and each day we just hope to spend our fullest hanging out in school together. nothing else.
if you would just beep me, or even better. i believe i'll just cry.
because i seriously feel that our friendship ain't as strong as before.
perhaps i'm just thinking too much,being too sensitive, but why so?
because i just miss my beloved buddy. that's all.
Who knew?
till then,
~jo
Labels: who knew?
12:55 AM
Sunday, September 23, 2007
all right. i had tons of fun these 2 days =)
wanna know more? call this number. hAHA! the advertisement about this macho guy promoting his home is just so amusing.HAHA!
ok, so 21 sept i took off. cos i'm suppose to go out with 3 of my friends =) to the night safari ADVENTURE.yeah.. it's been years since i've been there. the last time was when i'm primary 3 only. i can still remember. the BAT CAVE EXPERIENCE. gosh.hah!
so yeah, the night started with the animal show. and the host is just so FUNNY. ridiculously FUNNY.really! don't believe me you can go catch the animal show at the park.haha! so when she briefed about us audience for not using flash photography cos it'll just scare or injure the animals due to the sudden light exposure, there're audience who still uses flash. and it's NON STOP! LOL.
the host was so fed up that she taught us how to switch the flash off. but obviously, most of the audience are tourists. and i bet most of them DONT KNOW AND DONT UNDERSTAND what in the world is ENGLISH LANGUAGE. LOL! seriously!
when the show went on, there're still flashes. and the hosts even asked us to shout no flashes LOL! then she did the rough way.
"tell the person next to you if he or she is using flash photography. or the best way out is to not take pictures " LOL!
then you have this auntie at the far right of the podium, happily stood up and continue with the flash. if there isn't any rules, i'll seriously throw my slippers or bag at her! LOL. it's so obvious that we're saying NO FLASH PHOTOGRAPHY. LOL!
it's either she's dumb or her brain is not working in the night. LOL!
so we had a great time. i really sympathy the host.cos she's trying her best not to flare up. and the python part was amusing.hAHAHA! it's so hilarious. "oo, where you get those shoes?" LOL!!
so yeah.after the show, we went for the tram ride. and we saw all kinds of animals. it's so fun!
we saw bharal,markhor,mouflon,flamingo(pink stockings =p),flying fox,otter,indian wolf,marsh birds,greater asian rhino,axis deer,water buffalo,golden jackal,banteng,another rhino,sloth bear, red lechwe,cape buffalo,hippo,babirusa,malayan tapir,red dhole,bearded pig,another tapir,elephant,capybara,GIANT anteater(really big),gaur,thamin,
those are animals we saw when on tram.. amusing isn't it ? so many animals that are nocturnal.hAHA!
then at the leopard trail, we saw clouded leopard,giant flying squirrel,hog badger,tarsier,went into the mangrove walk,which was the bat CAVE! it's just like infront of us. really right before us,eating their fruits.haha! their harmless,just dont touch them. we also saw malayan civet,porcupine,owl,slow loris,leopard,golden cat. cute la! really cute. some animals were really easily seen in their enclosure, and i thank them. cos some others they're just sleeping after they had their meal LOL. which is bad. cos they'll grow FAT LOL.
then at the fishing cat trail,we saw mousedeer,fishing cat,otter,barking dder,indian gharial,leopard cat again,binturong,himalayan tahr,ankole cattle. super awesome animals as well. especially the mousedeers. OMG,so small and cute. !!! really cute.
after that, it's around 12 already.and we lingered around,took some pictures. and left the place at 1230. reached home around 1245. =)
hee. how i got home so fast, *ahem* . it's a secret. so yeah!haha.
really great fun to hang out with min,syuk,huili! they are awesome people. of course, with their GREAT sense of humour,the entire outing was even more fun.haha! i just felt like it's the best thing i've done so far.to actually do SUCH THINGS. like REALLY such things. LOL!
ok. enough said.
then today,went to ECP with jiamin. suppose to meet her at 230. but end up we left the bus stop at 320. cos of some reasons. hanging out alone "never been" better . HAH!
so yeah,we took 43.and then chew showed me the way to the park. we passed by the skiing area. and it seemed fun. we're somehow a little late.haha! but it's better than not turning up yeah!
so we were taught how to build. and how to make the foundation sand.HAHA! great workshop. it really can build team spirit. perhaps if i get in,i'll promote to 4e2s and my 1h06s.haa! we really need such boost in our lives sometimes. cos when we're so tied up with events in our on going lives, we tend to loose things which are somehow important to us.
yeah,so having some bonding times is enough to build and strengthen that. =) i somehow felt that buddy is far from me. i dont know why. perhaps we seldom talk lately,and she's practically busy ALL her time. hopefully our friendship is still as strong. cos for me,i doubt so.
oh well,so after being so engrossed in the building, we left for the dinner. went to the ladies. but never caught up with our new friends,cos we're so HUNGRY and we DESPERATELY are finding a place to sit so to order our food. LOL.
so we had noodles, carrot cake,bbq chicken wings,sugar cane. =) lovely spread right! i'm so full now.haha! when you're so hungry and thirsty, drinking the sugarcane fast just quenches ur thirst LA! gosh. amazing drink.hahA!
so we chatted over dinner. and when we're on our way to ECP,chew had her MOONCAKE bought from heartlandmall.HAHA!! so cute.
we have something in common; we both don't like too sweet stuff.haha! just can't stand it!ahahahaha.
so after tat we walked back to the bus stop. chew took 55 and left for bishan, while i waited for 43. and then change 109 home.
so the night ended with a great laughters,new friends,fun chats,beautiful memories, and for me; a little upset heart cos i can't seem to spend time with buddy. =(
but oh well, she's busy. " you tend to be closer to your poly friends than ur sec sch friends.trust me. don't waste your time"
that's what my mum said. which i somehow felt that it's true now, but somehow in the past it doesn't seemed so.
i don't know why,i've always wanted a bossom buddy to hear me out sometimes. but it seemed like lately i've lost her. she said i'm not forgotten. but deep in my heart, i know i'm forgotten. =(
responsibilities are important. but is it THAT difficult to like beep or just call me and chat for 5 minutes? i will really appreciate that short 5 minutes cos catching up means a lot to me. i know i'm emo, but still, i'm trying hard too. maybe i always called at the wrong time. but don't you realise i'm trying hard? i really am. even though i don't say it, my heart hurts to see that this is going no where. and it's sometimes so painful.
oh well. actions speak louder than words. really.
but lately these events just lightened my life a little here and there. so hopefully work tomorrow will be nice! hahahaa.
thanks for those who've entered my life,and is concerned. =) thank you.
till then,
~jo
*i doubt i can make it for class chalet. n i doubt she'll call me anytime soon*Labels: you're never forgotten.
12:41 AM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
fun fun fun!
started work on the 17th. but it's quite boring... and seriously, when you have nothing to do while working,time just seemed to pass SO freeking slow. and it's seriously boring when there is no customers. i just don't really like to just waste my time doing nothing efficient but get paid. it's just seemed so useless. kills my brain cells LOL!
and i've somehow decided not to tell my mum anything about my secrets. it just seemed so STUPID to tell her. ok, maybe it's not a secret but my dream. i told her, i dont wish to marry a chinese guy as my husband or have a chinese guy as my boyfriend. i want a malay or indian or any other race guy. i feel that chinese boy is somehow not my taste.haha!
i'm not being racist, but they just ain't my type.
so i talked about it, and she asked if is it because of my job at escape that made me had that thinking. and she wants me to stop working after this holiday. WHICH I'M NOT GONNA DO. i'm gonna continue my job. but secretly.
i will study hard,i promise. but she just doesn't trust me. working only on weekends it's ok what. anyway i've got nothing to do. i'll study during weekdays. and when exams are nearing, i believe i can don't work. so why she get so worked up??????
isn't it what my brother is doing as well?work while studying? why can i try? and my job is so much FLEXIBLE THAN HIS!
so what if i want a malay guy or indian guy, it's my future! you have no rights to interfere. and if i date, i will keep it secret till we're stable enough to announce we're together. currently, i'm SINGLE AND NOT ATTACHED. FOR YOUR INFORMATION. don't get the wrong idea. it's just my opinion for my future spouse.
I seriously think my mum's thinking is just so traditional and she just joins ALL INFORMATION together into one BIG FREEKING IDEA. i just dont understand why!
even my brother said so. he agrees with me la. i seriously feel it's stupid of her to think that way. i'm just voicing out my thinking with her,and she just rebut my thinking and even prevents me from working in ETP when school starts. it's just TOO MUCH K.
i'm 17, in USA it's so much different la. the culture, the freedom the parents give their children. it's so much better there. how i wished man. i'm so gonna create a big career for myself in the Tourism & service line and fly around the world. serving is my passion for now. it's just so fun. really fun. and by then, i'll leave Singapore if possible, to be on my own. to make it big myself with nobody pulling me down to what i'm suppose to do. i dont wish to be tied down my the tradition here in Singapore. especially in the working society. it's just too competitive n boring.
I seriously feel this time round, it's no longer me and my family but only ME. i feel she has crossed the line. seriously..
oh well,just had dinner with my lovelies 4e2s. a simple meal with laughters. it's wonderful. hui li and jiamin came my place.haha. it's a great bonding time this time. since TP's hols ends at 21 Oct.
so i believe more happy times will come !
~ i feel that this time round things are going to change
Till then,
~joLabels: To hell with you.
10:32 PM
Thursday, September 13, 2007
ALL righty. back from CLASS CHALET this morning, and i'm DEAD BEAT. =p
so 06 had class chalet at tanah merah national service chalet, near the changi airport. and the place was lovely. i've been there the other time, however never stayed. haha.
so it's great having to experience staying over at the place, with my beloved 06ians. =)
and it was a wonderful bonding 3D2N.
so first day,we reached there around noon cos at 2 i was at sheng siong with darric,amy,jes n kok to buy the food supply and the bbq stuff. was quite rush however it was still fun =)
and so the first day we went in,settled down. and had early bbq. cos gotta start the fire before the rest turns up.
and we have to marinate the chicken, the stingray and other frozen food. =)
so people who were there ; amy,wenshan,shenn,melissa,darric,kok,jes,jiayi,bren,mx,jialin,weirong,ruhui,aaron,zat,me.
and so we had fun, however some of them gotta leave as they couldnt stay for the night.
so the first night we had fun. slept at 4AM! played bingo which was so EXCITING cos SHENN was the commentator at times for the numbers. super exciting. cos the forfeit was lovely. loser had to eat gross food!
and it was satay sauce with orange squash and marshmallows. 2nd dish was bread with orange squash together with satay sauce. GROSS! bren had a lovely movie about herself.
*vomits* LOL!
oh yeah,so ended our game at 4am. and we all decided to sleep till 6 before we go to the seaside for sunrise.
and something funny happened. MX's alarm tone just kept going on n goin at 6. however we're so tired and couldnt really wake up.so mx just kept snoozing the alarm. LOL then for 15mins, we just kept hearing "GOOD MORING BALTIMORE" song ringing. lol. it was so funny tat we just kept complaining that the song now it's in our heads.HA! before we slept, we had a little girls chat. was super funny. and bren shared a wonderfully hilarious joke .
having to bunk in with girls just rocks, cos we can share anything in the world =) and the night with those girls in tat room was wonderful. haha!
so we had breakfast delivered from zat and ru hui in the morning. i thank them cos the pratas just ROCKS! =) and then rested a little while before we went out as a class to use the facilities..
there was bowling, karaoke arcarde and pool. lol! however,not very excitin eh.
so we played bowling and arcarde. suddenly, my results just popped into my handphone as a SMS! i freeked out. however , i still took the courage to look at it. luckily, i didnt fail anything.
and i wanna say to those who failed any subjects that no matter what happens, 06s will always be there for you. and no worries ! just do ur best this time round for sub and everything will be fine. i , jojo, will always be there for you if you need support YEAH! =)
then the 2nd night we had bbq again,but things seemed to go slow. noodles cooked real slow. chicken wing cooked real slow. except for the hot dogs and crab meat. LOL! satay hotdog n crabmeat were all microwaved. so yeah. we cook eggs with microwave as well.
so dinner was good. and we had our fill . and then cleaning up was fun too! i had fun with my 06ians. they rock!
so we slept early. at 12am.. 7 of us bunked in together. me jes bren jiayi mx weirong aaron.
lovely, as we dozed off into another lovely chat of something. HAHA! and it's seriously hilarious again..
being cut off from all the entertainment and bustling city, it's really a good feeling. having nothing, no computer, nothing. just television and a bunch of lovelies. it's such a great experience..
i just love the morning breeze. =)
and so on the 3rd morning. we woke up at 9. suppose to wake up by 8. and we kept snoozing our alarm as well .haha! but luckily we packed up the night before,and it was easy packing up in the morning.. bren said we gotta check out by 11. lol!
so jes came my place to get the skirt. the ride back from toapayoh was exhausting. LOL!
n when i came back, i slept from 12 to 4. lol! super tired..
and i've started working at ESCAPE theme park. haha! 4 days was fun. first 2 days had to run choochootrain station . 3rd day i did kiddy rides. and 4th i did bumper boat.haha! it was funnn.. fun fun fun fun! that's all i can say . but i'm having aches all over.which is bad.lol!
and i'm burnt. so yeah,that's what happened these few days.
gonna go down to a job interview with AH LI tmr.. and i'm exhausted.so shall blog soon again =)
till then
~jo
PS: i wanna watch high sch musicale! and i miss him . =(Labels: tired but happy
8:47 PM
Monday, September 03, 2007
Swedish meatballs, served with lingonberries, cream sauce and potatoes
It tasted SO NICE CAN!!!
ME HULI & TEE had 15!!! 5 each that's of course.HAHA! the lingonberries sauce tasted so well with the meatballs! ^^
IKEA restaurant is the best place to hang out with ex classmates, future friends or even lifetime partners.HAHA! well, cos it's so cosy. and i love the ambience. though it's a little cold, still, it's heartwarming to share dinner or lunch over with a group of friends whom you know well! =)
and we saw an actress in IKEA today.ha! X)
so IKEA just rocks. it's somehow my first time stepping into it. and i love the furniture section. lots of stuff to SEE. and lots of stuff which is really an eyeopener to us! i mean,it's been years since i've ACTUALLY walked down rows and rows of furnitures, different new items on sale, new showcases of what the trend of dining/living/bed rooms are. it's just so LOVELY! i just went WOW WOW WOW on the children section because it's just so LOVELY!
it's breathtaking at times. really..
so we went through many many many different sections of IKEA. i even saw the storage house. where big bulk furnitures are stored.. that's "self-service furniture" section. somehow you buy them home yourself,and DIY! =) lovely..
and lastly,not forgetting the snack counter. the hotdog buns are just SO lovely!!! AWWW~
LOVELY hotdog bun.
And so,it's raining.before we went to IKEA, we had our "interview" at Escape. unfortunately,the supervisor 's not around. so we just filled up the form and went off.hopefully the supervisor sees it and hopes for us to work since they lack manpower =)
and it rained SO heavily in hougang and in pasir ris.
something STUPID and FUNNY happened while i was going to take the shuttle bus. seriously dumb. i shall not talk about it.
*something which only the girls will know, HA!*
and so, our stomachs are full to the brim, and delightful faces of ours greeted the evening with our yawns. i just couldnt stop yawning while on bus 72 home. i'm THAT tired.
and i hope to do lots of things these few weeks!
* 1) to change my HAIRSTYLE
2) To get new set of clothes, i want skinnies
3) to go CHALET with 06ians
4) to get a PART TIME job
5) to put aside my subjects in sch,praying hard no "S" papers. PLS
6) to decide whether or not to continue tutoring
7) to earn substantial allowance for myself soon
8) maybe i'll wanna get a new image =)
I still miss him, that little tinge of love still lingers in me. but yet, i'll keep mum
Till then,
~joLabels: hello IKEA
7:43 PM
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