Monday, April 02, 2007
I missed you guys a lot.
WELL WELL.
This is just a random post. i have the sudden urge to post something of what i'm feeling today.
felt quite tired,happy yet moody. LOL. yeah,having girls stuff currently.LOL!
and yeah,felt that i'm missing my friends badly. saw juian having fun with JC peeps. saw others having friends to accompany them out sometime. yeah,i have friends too. but i do feel a little drifted.like it's not like before,everything did changed.the mood n stuff. not much of that spark like before.
sometimes i wished i could just hug all my girlfriends of 4E2 once,and have a hard cry. cry out all those misunderstandings i had with them,the hurt i've created for some reason,the emptiness i'd because they're not around me.
everyone's on a new journey,a new life. REALLY a new path ,an open door to a whole new environment. not like before,we can just sit at a table,and only talk to peeps whom we know,whom we recognised. now it's a whole new "empty" circle,awaiting to know new friends. but there's this fear,not sure if they're like 4E2s,3E2s and past friends that i've had.
perhaps as we grow older,we see different people. people who are from a different background will have different character. maybe it'll be for the better,or perhaps worst.
feel quite sad actually,we didn't really like sit down as a class,chit chat our hearts out. we're always playing games together,some cliques left out and stuff. we don't do that did we?
perhaps sometime down the road,we can try it out,to know each other once again.that will be fun!
but i believe everyone's busy right at the moment,and we're all starting school soon. it's all ending,our LONG holiday.
till then,
~joLabels: How i wish.
9:59 PM
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