Monday, March 12, 2007
I know it's mean to post such things. yeah,it's partially true that i lost a little faith in my friends. especially my closest friend. But do you know why? It's not because i don't trust you guys. It's because we're parting, and i can't bear to. That's why i'm so frustrated, so upset that such things happened. I know it's mean of me to have such thoughts, not being able to be understand all these. It's sad to see my 44 friends leaving me in a few months time.
Cos everybody will be busy, and i know there'll still be gatherings,but not that often. I feel so sad, not being able to know what's going on with everyone. It's selfish of me if you want to say that. But why am i havin such thoughts? I loved everyone of you guys. I didn't mean to hurt anyone with my words, i didn't mean to upset anyone.
I know there's a way to keep the bridge of ours going, to have that telepathy. If we all have that faith like before, i know we can all do this.
It's true,losing a little faith. I shouldn't have such thoughts anymore. I know it's very mean of me,selfish of me, to actually say such things. I take my words back. If i really made anyone sad i give my apologise to you. I shouldn't be that selfish, since everyone is going their own ways.
I finally understand. Hope you guys understand how i feel. It's painful for last week. Not being able to hear from my friend. I don't want anyone to misunderstand. I'm sorry.Labels: I finally understood.
9:26 PM
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