Saturday, March 10, 2007
The results of your application are as follows:
Institution: NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC
Course: BUSINESS STUDIES
WELL WELL! gotten Ngeeann through JAE posting! nice! but, as the day went by, i felt quite down actually. Well, i'm pretty happy about my results. Huili gotten into Tourism in TP, many others gotten into the choice of course they wanted! very happy for them.
but for others, it doesn't seem right..
I had guitar that morning, and it's posting results day, 6th of march. woke up at 8 plus,to check my results online. the net's quite laggy, but luckily i managed to check!
and yeah,gotten ngeeann's business. but then after going out with emelyn and gang to watch norbit, i realised i haven't check my JPSAE process! thanks to huili,meeting his guy friend who was his interview mate, he said he has gotten into tourism by JPSAE!
yeah. so we watched norbit that day at the cathay, eme,sherm,me,huili,jiamin. and then went Fish & co. to have dinner! there's people celebrating their birthday, and it's so cool cos the restaurant crew actually sang a cheer and birthday song!LOL.
we ate the seafood platter for 2, Sharky freeze( it's suppose to be passion fruit drink instead of pineapple blend, lol!), had black pepper stingray and huili had fish and chips that cost $14 ?LOL. but it's fun, and we had fun sharing our memories, 4e2! and at that moment, i kept thinking where we will all be after 2 or 3 years time,and would we still be as close as before?
It was a tough thing to predict now.
so i went home and checked straight on my JPSAE results. and YES, I'VE GOTTEN TOURISM! it's a sucessful one. and Weisheng too! he's gotten into his culinary course, thanks to JPSAE! LOL
and there i was, sitting in front of my com, thinking of how happy i was to get into the course. but then it hit me. should i choose this course or ngeeann's business studies?
everyone has their own views. and i'm starting to have doubts about the decision.
tourism or business studies? what should i do?
i was so confused. till today! i don't know what to do. i kept saying i'll choose tourism, but is it really the course for me?
Maybe putting that aside for now helps, which i did. and then it hit me again. Time's running out, and the deadline to accept the offer's coming soon. my package's coming. what should i do?
maybe i shouldn't think so much about it. and then something struck me again. Looks like everyone in 4E2 ain't that close anymore. Why some people's so close to JC friends? is that short 2 months more important than that 2 years that we've spent in that small class room? the laughters,discussion and tears? why? why now? why can't you see that we're going our own ways, and we need everyone. we need to embrace this time if not we'll loose it. i tell you,for sure, we'll loose it.
because after everything,when everyone's going to school, we could hardly see each other. could hardly talk.
Why is it that difficult for you guys to stay close in contact? i'm not trying to say that we must see each other every now and then, but maybe to tell us that you guys make the effort?
i'm pretty upset, not knowing that what my friends are thinking, like they've shut close their door to close friends,and actually went for new friends?new friends are good, but do you know that when you're crying with your new friends it hurts us old bossom friends even worse?
because part of your soul's with them. no longer with us. and i find it real painful.
deep down inside, it's so painful that i could no longer see you guys anymore.
till then,
~joLabels: Why must you do this to me? And us?
6:57 PM
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