Saturday, January 13, 2007
went back to HS on friday,12th. Taken half day from work. But luckily i finished my job in less than 2 hrs.haha,it's a record! but cherlene told me it's her last day. Then i suddenly felt the loneliness.even for a day,i'll feel bored to not havin a familar face around me. So it's kind of sad,cos others also don't know that it's her last.She just left like that. I'm gonna miss my work place, a place that i had fun. With cher,Sapri,Raymond,Cynthia,Eric,May(she helped out alot!),Daisy,Catherine,etc. These were great people. I'll never forget that once in my life,i've met them and indeed,i'm grateful what has happened to me till today.
Now comes a tough question,is it another new job? a whole new adaptation issue again. But i'm willing to try out new things for experience becos it's priceless :D The hotel has given me great chances. even though it's only for a month,it's all worth it.
12th,met up with lots of classmates in the hall. watchin at my juniors peform,i felt as if it was a flashback, being there during orientation,just like last year. guitar was a burnin passion for me,but not havin to play it for sometime will make you loose it.so i kind of miss my guitar buddies,cos they always make my day after every guitar practice. I really missed them all.
After the guitar performance,we all went back to our classroom. omg,the back door's opened? haha.so we somehow trespassed.which is not acceptable.haha.but we did anyway. our classroom noticeboard design wasn't down at all,they somehow used it for decoration i guess. maybe they couldnt bear.haha. so we all went crazy,the JCrains danced while the rest just chatted. took lots of pictures.
Then it was saturday,which is today. Couldn't wake up for work,so somehow i "pon" work.which i felt that i shouldn't cos i promised my boss i'll go down.but i was TOO tired..but i went out with my cousin to eat yong tau foo at thomsan area. omg,it's the best!i must go back some other time,the BEST but expensive.haha! And then we went to her church,it was kinda scary at first,the people were sayin tongues and stuff. but after a while,i was so drawn into the songs and the preachin, i forgot about it all. maybe because god is there?
i dont know about this religion issue. i kept juggling between christianity n sokka. i dont know what to do! i'm so lost now..
But maybe i should really sit down and think about it. I dont wanna make a wrong decision. Maybe what xinzi said was true, i should take it slowly. It's no use of rushin to a decision.
Maybe really my new life is emergin,that's why so many things have been happening..For me to see and explore to get a clearer picture. I'll wait to see for the call,the answer.
As for other things,i'll be thankful that's all had happened to me. I'll treasure everything,friends,family..and definitely it's a year of gatherin. a time to share and have fun.
And tomorrow i'll be going joggin,a new life indeed! lol. i'll get muscles cramp. 100% sure.haha.
and monday will be my last day at work,so i'll treasure every minute..
~what hurts the most is to be so close.
till then,
~jo
4:08 PM
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