Thursday, December 28, 2006
Stress.
Hotel's rebranding and everything,it never seemed so stressed.But it seems more fun than before cos i've got to know my collegues better,especially my boss.
Ahem,and someone's attached LOL. However,the someone's not me.So yeah,dont be disappointed LOL.
Anyway, everything is going smoothly in my life.But there's this issue that has never cross my mind. I just feel so happy thinking about it,but at the same time the reaction he gave me was a bit doubtful. So yeah,i just don't know if i should continue to think about it just to keep me occupied or to stone while doing work. Both just seem stressful enough LOL
I think i should drop the matter,let nature take its course. That's what i suggested. But hey,maybe time will show it all ya? And i pray that it will.
Havin the thought of working till 15th jan makes my blood boil. LOL. I know it's all about the money,and everything. But i feel tired and i just wanna spend the rest of my time to like exercise,rejuvenate or something. Be the kid in me again,to be active.
Can u imagine urself getting up at 6.30am every morning,never even get to exercise at ALL,n to actually take up 8 hours of work in an enclosed small room n to stare blankly into a computer?
MY LIFE WILL BE DULL -.- lol.Seriously,i really appreciate the experience, but i really dont wanna work till feb LOL.
So i believe i'll just try other jobs that's more flexible,yet, definitely all jobs are stressful! Which one doesn't? lol.
well,i'm tired.see you around?
till then,
~jo
10:26 PM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
You'll never be able to believe this but i'm telling you,this year's xmas has really made my day.
22nd, me juian ben sherm soklyn has went to a church and watched emelyn's peformance.It's a great one,cos it told us the story of a love letter.One which the mother wrote to her son when he was in prison.Not bein able to understand where is his mother comin from,he did a crime which made him ended up in the prison. And in the end,his mother left him because of a cancer.
Not being able to understand your own parent can be the worst thing that you'll be doing.
It just hurt so much,not being able to comprehend.
I was somehow touched by what the moral of the skit was ,and i somehow cried lol. Not because i'm an emotional woman but i just feel that it's very inspiring.
Anyway,after that skit we all went home.and the next day was christmas
25th,it's the best time of the year.Not being able to countdown with friends on 24th,i felt bad enough.But REally,this year was a whole meaningful year for me.
A season when my friends really made the effort to turn up for something.And it was great! the balloons,cooking the meal,watchin the television,playing twister,chatting laughing and many more! IT was all a night,how i wish sometimes time will just stop for a second so that we all could enjoy the night for that moment. A time when we really feel like staying close to each other just to tell the other party that he/she is important in our life. And i appreciate everyone's presence that night =) To finish it all,the movie "night at the museum" was a great movie,just that it's kinda childish lol.But it' worth it as well!
And soon,each one of us will be leavin,going separate ways.Not being able to be physically close,but i know that 4E2s hearts will always be bonded as one no matter what. I believe if we have the will,we'll have the way.
So this last party marks the end of my holiday.AFter this week's work at the hotel,i'll be alone while the rest of my friends are starting a whole new life of theirs in JCs.I wish them all the best in whatever they do cos everyone can make the difference :D Oh boy,i miss school a LOT you know!
So it's so long ,and goodbye to all my friends. And i'll pray for all of your safety,hoping to see you guys again!
Till then,
~jo
8:53 PM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
well,surprisingly i had fun today. It's like,FINALLY,i can get a breather from work.
Sad to say but because of my job,i couldn't spend time with my friends.and i find this very irritating. Yesterday,on the 15th,it was a great day as well.
15th,i was working as well.Cher left me at 3 plus,she had her reasons.And somehow i felt really lonely while working alone in the brightly lit room.No one.Expect me,myself and the computer.At that point of time,i could hardly see time passing fast.Then,i made my mind to go down to OCC.(which i was suppose to go and celebrate daph's n yisin's bdae)
Then i kept calling juian,daph,ben.None picked up my phone,but i remembered juian's background was daphne n gang in the toliet.So i searched my way through to the toliet.Then i couldnt find them as i don't dare to like shout out their name in a toliet! so i walked through,and i heard alison's voice.
So i decided to like stand in front of their doors and like smile at them?!but i'd decided to see if they could recognise me,so i decided to blow dry my hands with my back facing them. LOL
indeed,they couldnt regconise me.thought i was some aunty??! LOL,tat''s bad.AT least they have mentioned that i've mature . lol.
then,after everthing,dinner and all,we all went to esplanade.The rooftop was the best place to hang out at night,the scenery was PERFECT =) i just felt so at ease that night.
today,the 16th,it was a great day as well.I somehow was late for the day!actually,i was already late when i receive jeremy's call LOL.Can't believe i couldn't wake up in time.then me,mingxian n jeremy went to tampines to have lunch cos we couldn't stand our hunger lol. And we wanted to like give some people their own private time(ahem!) haa!
so ya,we finished our lunch n even had a lucky dip,the guys got themselves free drinks at 50cents,how nice ! Lol.
The magic of love magic musical was nice! Loved the moral behind it,and the best was the magic stunts they've performed,definitely worth watching n i never regretted going to EXPO today :D
The power of magic and love i believe is powerful n strong,thus i must love! :D
after which,we all left in a rush cos me and auyeong gotta find toliet URGENTLY.And we met a mad man at the MRT station.haha,how nice! he was threatening to box commuters?! tat's awful.haha.Then we headed to changi airport toilet instead.Then auyeong had stomachache so she n juian left.Leavin me and 3 other guys in the airport.
But it was still fun,we went around trying to grab a bite,then jeremy suggested of Swensen,but we ended up eating MAcs.Took the sky train,went up to viewin mall to catch planes,it was fun!
And so many funny things happened and it was all worth it again!
I really had fun with friends,and i'm looking forward to the xmas party!really hope to gather with friends and hang out to chat,bring back memories which are unforgettable and enjoyable!
I believe everyone will feel the magic and strength of love,regardless of relation!I pray that god will bless all and everyone will receive love very soon :D
till then,
~Jo
9:19 PM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
I've come to realize something,and that is everyone will change someday.Regardless of age,when the time comes,everyone will reveal their true colour.And it's always the dark side that will resurface.
I don't know if it's me,or is that everyone seems to have forgotten the ones that they loved and cared for.Leaving a friend behind means a lot to me.It means you're telling her/he that he/she doesn't really matter anymore.And that is hurtful.
It's not the person's fault to want such things to happen.You could turn things around by putting in more effort to get everyone to come together someday.But you guys just didn't,worst still,you just leave the lonely man alone.
But i've come to realize that whatever you do,i will respect it. Because i know i can survive on my own,and i will continue to do that till the day i DIE.
Friends are never true unless you come to pay attention to them.They'll never care unless you tell them.They'll never even know unless you call them. That's so true,because we're homo sapiens.Born into this world to have a certain character.A character that hurts to many people,especially someone close.
Anyway,that's what i'm feeling right now.I dont care and i don't wanna know more.
I'm here,wishing all an early xmas.
~jo
9:09 PM
Monday, December 11, 2006
YEah,tat's correct.EVerything just fly past so quickly.And i'm gonna be going away from my current job very soon.Not because i hate working at the place,but it's just that i wanna try out new environment.Anyway,it's no harm trying out right?even if i can't get the job,i can always find others.
Last Saturday was fun.Finally, i met juian.It seemed to be years since we've meet up.After prom,it seemed like everyone has forgotten each other's presence.But i believe,if we have the heart,we'll have the soul to know that it's important to have friends always.And tat's how i know juian,through 4 years of friendship,it has taught us everything.To brave through the highs and lows,it's really an enduring journey.
Missing my 4E2,missing all the laughters i get everytime i step into the class.The joy that we all celebrate when it's someone's birthday.The Different holidays,the events.The outings,it has gotten us all to remember.However,it's the crucial time now to know where we're all heading to because if not,we'll just disappear from each other's world with time.
I'm just glad that i'm spending my holidays meaninfully,with a job.Gaining experience really helps me to open my view to society.And i've come to feel it,which is all stale and musty LOL.But i 'm just glad that Cher's working with me.I don't feel that lonely.
Everytime is coming to an end,and i hope that i'll be able to catch up with me friends real soon and to hear from them real fast.I'm already having heartaches cos of missing them too often LOL.
I'm here once again to wish all an early XMAS :D
~jo
9:44 PM
Sunday, December 03, 2006
the battle of my life.it just went pass in a flash.i dont even feel tat i've completed 10 years of studies.In fact,i felt empty.
however,as days go by,the mood set in.And i'm finally awake n realised that i'm a free bird.
Reflections,reflections and more.This month has was just the beginning of what i think transformation will be like.the thinking,actions and responsiblities.How i wished time will stop for me to sort these out.Eventually when time comes,i think i'll be ready to do all these with the correct mind.
I'd really thought of playing throughout this whole month.But when i looked at my current family situation,i think the time has come.The time that i step out of this cosy house of mine to find a job.Come to think of it,i'm actually pampered.
Thus,i've made up my mind to do something different this season.that is to try out a new environment.And i made it,i've gotten a job.to work with a woman whom was my classmate.LOL.tat's cherlene.that time when we played pool after work,it felt great.Now i've come to understand why working people want weekends to arrive so badly.Great experience lol.
Many things to concentrade this month.the Festivities,friends gathering,cousins,family,shopping,working.
Gotta change for the better,which i think i will if i continue with my job :D
So yeah,Prom night just rocked my feet off.and the chalet of ben tan's as well.gathering with friends really make me squeal with joy.
So my friends,take this chance to meet up with friends,of maybe have a gathering or two :D
I shall stop here.
Wishing all an early Xmas!let's celebrate o lvls peeps =)
Till we meet again~
Jo
7:49 PM
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