Sunday, October 30, 2005
I feel like going back to school to study..lol But i dont know why..haha...anyways...i feel like time REALLY fly pass real fast...i am looking at those days when i'm still a kid..enjoying life...with my cousins....primary school friends...playing games from noon till evening...enjoying and sharing those jokes...well,some are quite dirrty..lol! I really miss my friends...coz' school closed...but i think i won't ..coz' i have to go back to school for remedials...activities and camps...performances coming up...well, i miss my childhood days.. And ya,i'm moving house soon...hope that moving myself and my family physically won't shake our friendships ya?lol... i'll miss those days i had at home..with all my ex 1E5s...2E1s...and this year's 3E2s...i really miss you guys alot..haha...
And ya... why did am i moving house ...well,family problems...ya... Frankly speaking...seeing you guys having a perfect family..i kinda envy..haaha...i don't know why..maybe it's just a natural reaction...
I do hope that my life will be much better than before...I hope it's improving everyday...now my family's having financial problems...Time flies eh...O's coming...prom night's coming too...graduation's arriving REal fast...so i must plan my hols well...yeah! well,i went out today..with Juian,Ben,Mai and Astro,Astro's band too...erm,we kinda jammed..but purple box don't really know much songs do they..?haha...yeah,then after that..we meet up with Ball ball..Ridzwan...then we played LAN games!!!(^_^) So glad tat i finally played CS..juian played..hahha,she felt REAL giddy..haha..
Had some fun today..so im feeling great..haha...Do tune in to Michael Buble's songs..man,they are sentimental..LOL! I'll stop bloggin now...do take care peeps! (^_^)
*It's perfect,for a flying honeymoon-they say*
8:55 AM
Monday, October 24, 2005
Well...For these few days..i did some reflection...And It's time...REALLY ..lol
Time to work HARd...time to strive for my dREAMs...Time to understand the meaning of being a GOOd student...And time to buck up what ever i've missed for the last three years..it's time...
Well,taking part in Sokka's activities aren't that bad...In fact, i do like it much... Yeah,performing guitar from them..It felt great..lol...Well,i got praised LOADS of time...well,ya..maybe becos they don't know how to play....maybe they envy yeah...lol
But i will take it positively...Why they praised me becos i learnt a skill that gained their respect...I must continue to work hard...And YEAh,being a student is to gain LOADS of skills now.BEFORE it's too late... AND SO...It's time...
HAha...Well,you guys must be thinking why have i changed my thinking so suddenly...Well,thanks to my beliefs in Sokka ....Ya...I feel that it's good to have a religion to carry my life on with...And i won't feel so bare and empty ...Everytime trying to seek help,but help wasn't just there...SO ya...Love Sokka association..lol Well,i'm happy...BECOS All 3E2s gets to promote...Which i think is not just by luck,but by faith...A strong faith of our E2...believing that ALL of us..will strive for the Final O levels examinations...And get good results...FOR MISS WONG...And ourselves...which is good..!!
Boy am i glad that being a student...haha,cos time flies...and after next year,i'm a mature adult...YEah,so i must treasure the time i have now..and do some DEEP reflections...
So tat's all now... OH ya,some guidance... ''Being a student...Our only faith is to study hard'' YEah...tat's all i know .. LOL!
TAKE CARE!! (^_^)
9:37 AM
Friday, October 14, 2005
well well....i'm back...and i'm now at qr's house..went for a run in the morning...and now kinda slacking..haha...i'm tired...AND IT's RAINING...lol
wonder when i can leave...haha...
And i'm getting prepared for the worst news....EVEr...lol...i somehow screwed my SA exams this time round...first time in 3 years...i'm having thiss BAD feeling....but what to do?....i chose my own path...so if i'm to go have hell,i did this on my own....
I know i sound depressed...and some might think that im thinking of the beyond...but really!you'll never know what will happen to you any moment...Maybe the next moment i might just be gone with the wind..lol!ok,maybe it's too much..LOL
Well,just chilling out here....do hope to hear from you guys??Seniors are getting ready for their Os....We juniors are having hell lot of fun...but not me..lol...Just hope that i WONT screw my Os...If not,i'm going to be a goner and gonna disappoint my mum.... I come from a single parent family you know...well,tat's y i cant disappoint myself and my brothers...I'm the youngest...it's also kinda embarrassing to actually screw the o's...lol...well,it's for my future...dont wanna see a bad cert..lol
Well,time files....It's another year...and next year's my BIG year... Do hope every goes well for you guys and EVERYone who's reading this yeah?
I guess i'll stop here....And i promise i will TRY to stay posistive...hehe... Peace out y'all..lol
Ta~ta~...(^_^)
3:24 PM
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