Thursday, January 20, 2005
Sometimes I get emotional
Sometimes I do some stupid things
Sometimes I say what I should just keep inside
Sometimes I'm sad about everything
Sometimes I'm mad and break some things
Sorry times 10 but you just got in the way
Don't give up now running away
I won't hurt you sometimes I'm just a pain
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am
Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy, but sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel emotional
You say I'm just impossible
Totally unpredictable
I'm just a girl get use to it
No big deal
You can't change me why would you try?
I'm no angel but I can make you smile
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am
Sometimes I feel like crying
Laying down and dying
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy but, sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel emotional
Don't give up
I won't hurt you
Oh, sometimes I'm just a pain
And that's the way it is
That's just the way I am
That's when I need you
Laughing's always easy but, sometimes I'm just scared you'll leave me
That's when I feel oh yeah
That's when I need you
Sometimes I get emotional
Hope you guys like this,do lIKE THIS!!HAha...take care,BYEZ!! (^_^)
10:32 AM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
Well...yesterday's two of my peeps's birthday..I wanna wish Ivan,my cousin..i call him Boon..haha...And Xinying..HAppy birthday ya..haha...well,yesterday's a great day...me,greta,ivan slept together on a BIG bed...aiyo tat ivan,so LATE then sleep one,the worst part was in the middle of the night...the two of them faced me!!I was sleeping between them..omg..haha...they faced me,snored!!HAHA...tat's noisy and scary,i tried to sleep of course...but it didn't work...so i looked up at the ceiling.h.aha..then suddenly,IVan put his hands on me,i shoved it away..then later his legs..hAHa..i moved them away..HAHa..irritating...but luckily we all had sufficient rest..we woke up at 12 plus..haha..cos 2 plus then sleep...we actually had wine and cake when counting down tat night..then i played happy birthday song to boon...haha..with guitar!! YEah.h.ahaha..well,then on 1st Jan 2005...ben & jeremy's frend came...we flooded the whole house with laughters of course...then greta,her mum,me and my mum went to cut hair..i trimmed it a little..But gret has a fringe just like MINE LE!!HAha..im happy that she likes it..Oh yeah.h.aha...then priska came,she wanted to trim,but it's so short..wad for..haha..so we went back..me and greta went to my house to take cake,cos ivan's fridge is full..haha..then took le,went over,then we sang song again,ate the cake...NICE ..haha..Lana cake shop..haha..ya,then in the later of the day,we lazed around...play com,rest on bed,watched news..play PS2...then we drank wine again..actually it's sparkling juice..haha..i dont know y i love to call it wine..high clasS?HAHa..well,tat's all for tat day...i had loads of fun.. =D
Then today,2nd Jan...went on a hike to the Treetops..omg,it rained the whole DAY!!!we nv bring much water,no food,only money and phones...no umbrellas!!!HAHa...we wanted to give up...but later saw a bunch of uncles and aunties walking past us...so we got motivated,went with them...then it was drizzling...we walked to the ranger station..it's about 4km walk..can u believe it.h.aha..but it's fun..tiring also...then we have to continue to get out of the place,becos me and gret were hungry already,then somemore the ranger station no water supply...SUAY..haha...then my godma got a great idea...she plucked those leaves which are big,it looked like an umbrella though,and can protect our heads from the rainwater..so we walked towards the treetops...it's a 5km WALK!!Super tiring..when we reached,we went across the bridge..which is Super high as u can actually see the mountain which are FAR FAR FAR FAR away from you,the same height as you..haha..and it's misty..becos of the rain,my godma said it looked like we are at Australia..haha..walking the bridge oso..haha..priska was screaming..saying to walk faster,haha,like tat how to see the beautiful view.h.aha...but anyway,we walked past it,then went down MANY flights of steps..omg..and it's very peacful..hah...kept walking and walking till our shoes are flooded with water le..haha..then went through a golf course..omg..haha..so tiring,but luckily stopped to have a drink as they got sell...then continue..omg,super tiring lor...after the hike,we took a bus to Lorong 8 hawker centre..we called loads of food to eat..haha..Gret arh gret,had so much..haha..so scary..haha..then later godpa fetched us home..hahaha.....tiring..thought of going for the SSA meeting today,but was tired..so didnt make it..now im at home,eating curry puff(s)..HAHA...well,happy new year guys,do blog now,or else next yr no time le.h.aha..bye and have a nice day!!!
2005 resolutions --->
-Be a better guitarist
-Excel in my studies
-Hope tuitions will improve my standard..hehe..
-Hope the Tsunami disaster peeps will be happy soon...
-Hope yr 2005 will be a great year for everyone in the world..
-hope to make more new frends and wanna try to start praying..haha..
-hope i can be a much more angmo gal next year..i'm trying HARD..hAHAHAHA...well,so my eng will improve u see..hehe..
take CARE!! (^_^)
2:51 AM
Saturday, January 01, 2005
well,i thought we can get a GReat 2005 next year..but it seemed that mother nature's not going to accept that...Tsunami disaster happened,Indo-ocean plate had an earthquake...EVerybody thought nothing much will happen..it was just earthquake..But you know,they dont wanna cause any losses to the Seaside resorts...well,it became a Big loss to the world...History will always be marked with this event that made the whorld world..coming together,and hang on to each other with help...
Didnt you notice?recently...many wars and stuff have been going on..many lives in Iraq and other countries,have been innocently destroyed...Well,when the government,politicians and parliment people knew that the death toll of is increasing,beyong their imagination...they come together and help each other...USA...China...Korea..JApan...Many countries...WE are really capable of helping this world from being hurt...WE are really capable...
These days,news have been flooded with many Tsunami news from the affected areas...it's just such a great impact for singaporeans...In my opinion,we must really thank indonesia...without them,singapore will be flooded...having to know that indonesia's the worst affected area..MY tears were like rolling like rain like tat..haiz...I just hope that after this year,and with the help of workers,army and red cross people..we can really help them bring them some hope in the victim lives...
Is it the tourist fault that they didn't know that the sea's acting weird?well,if it was me,i'll stand and watch too you know...such a thing will never occur right in the noon time where im enjoying the weather out at the beach...But it became a tradegy for the on-lookers...and those who have to let their loved ones go,cause' they cannot hold long any longer...EVeryone went over there..hoping to come back before the new year arrived...but it seemed that their lives ended...on that beach...below the sunny sun...and it's the last time they held their loved ones arm to arm...screaming and calling their names as they washed away,far far away...AFter everything's over,they climbed to every spot,where dead bodies,rot ones,decomposed ones...they cry as they try to look for hope...to see if they are their own loved ones...The smell...the flies...it became a split second horror to each and everyone....
Looking at everyday,noon and night news...it really hurt my heart alot..but what can you do?it's a natural disaster wad..right...well,after this year...everything has to be anew...from the start...but the disaster made a huge mark on the world map...and a huge mark on the ones that lost their loved ones during the wave,seeing them being washed away..haunts them...but they cared...
Well,lets mourn for these few days...lets welcome the new year,for a new start....but we must remember that human lives ARE fragile...definitely you must take real good care of yourself...it doesnt matter if you're reach next year,or you're getting a new car,or you're going overseas...the only thing you MUST have in mind,is your health....your body...And i do hope you guys can help them,by calling and donating stuff to their aid...they will appreciate for wad you do,even if they nv tell you,you already know that they did it...
I'll end here...my heart's kinda depressed ya..haha..not much of a spark's coming into my heart...i just hope everybody will be happy for wad they have now and make sure when you wake up,the only thing in ur mind is ''i'm still alive on this earth,i must contribute to it''...TAke care...Love you all,and i'm glad the world's coming together ya..haha...
The quote of the day : When a man knows he is to be hanged in a fortnight,it concentrates his mind wonderfully....
Take care,bye... (^_^)
7:49 AM
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