Wednesday, September 15, 2004
I've been thinking if i should leave the club or stay behind...I've been real stressed up,asking frends,asking family...But some said yes,some said no...I have no idea what to do...Maybe Inline Hockey should remain as an exercise to me...I couldn't balance on my legs properly...Trying to learn new skills are tougher than i thought,ms ong oso said that i must have the basic skills:balancing on one leg...Which i don't have...I dont have the time to practice...Exams are coming real fast..I'm trying to catch up on the past 3\4 year,for this year of sec 2...My mother,she gave me moral support...I should choose wisely on my decision...I don't wanna be a baby anymore...My family's having a hard time...REAL STRESSEd up...My parents will be divorcing next month,mayb next year...My elder bro wanna study over at Uk's university...My 2nd bro will be upgrading himself in study too...I,struggling to do my best...And make sure i can support my mother...She sometimes do complain,worry,that nobody will be taking care of her...She feels lonely...All these,what she wanted,was to see how her kids grow up,be man and women...Give her joy,like grandchildren....I hope you frends,understand how i feel...It's not im chicken,it's not that way...I hope you guys understand me better...I'm different...
10:23 AM
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